Shamed

Since I have been filling my time with facebook and mafia wars, I have not blogged or logged in to read anyone else's either. Now I have had the chance to read some that I was previously following.

Oh, the shame. Married to a doctor specializing in hcg and getting fatter and lazier and continuing to make excuses.

They really sound like valid reasons in my head. When I say them out loud or write them down, I just sound like the biggest loser on the planet. And I don't mean Biggest Loser like on the tv show. (I've got nothing but respect and awe for those people doing what they do - even if it is scripted)

I am sorry that what I appear to be is not what I really am on the inside. I am sorry that I have not lived up to anyone's expectations - including my own.

Reading about other people's journeys on this hcg diet, I know it isn't easy, it isn't a miracle cure, but I am so impressed with people's willpower and dedication.

I need to find mine...